When does falling kill you?
When does the drugs decide to start working?
When does the pain let off?
When does the music start working again?
When does the light not burn?
I'm left alone, hurt, bruised, with what I knew.
He's here, but I'm not choosing.
She's in pain, no, I cant help.
They are giving up, and I'm not alive.
When falling kills, Will you be there?
When the drugs work, will I live?
When the pain lets off, what do I feel?
When the music starts working, Will it be blasting?
When the light doesnt burn, Will I go in to the sunlight?
I'm screaming, bleeding, dieing, with whats left of me.
He's gone, I'm alone.
She's healing, I never helped...
They gave up, but I died long ago...
I'm living in the past, present and future.
I'm crawling away, I'm coming back.
I'm confused with all I ever had.
I'm falling, and from the highest distance known....
[The Music Doesnt Work]...
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Because of You
I’m finding me , and your showing this world to me.
Your voice has made everything so much more to be.
I’m trying to figure you out…
Baby your complicated…
If I stay, I’m hurting you…
If I go I’m killing you…
Baby I need you..
So what do I do?
I was lost and I was wondering if you’d help,
Because I’m hurt and I want you to need me…
Because I’m falling and skinned knees hurt…
If I stay, I’m hurting you…
If I go I’m killing you…
Baby I need you..
So what do I do?
Baby, my songs suck but I hope you know I’m trying…
That I’m holding on for you…
That I’m praying you need me like I need you…
That your falling as hard as I am…
If I stay, I’m hurting you…
If I go I’m killing you…
Baby I need you..
So what do I do?
I cant find my way… not anymore…
I’m trying, I’m trying… so hard… but you don’t see…
Do you?
I want you to be okay, I want you to need me…
I wanna know your gunna Catch me when I hit the ground…
I wont hurt you, so I wont stay…
I wont kill you so I wont go…
Show me the way…
Your voice has made everything so much more to be.
I’m trying to figure you out…
Baby your complicated…
If I stay, I’m hurting you…
If I go I’m killing you…
Baby I need you..
So what do I do?
I was lost and I was wondering if you’d help,
Because I’m hurt and I want you to need me…
Because I’m falling and skinned knees hurt…
If I stay, I’m hurting you…
If I go I’m killing you…
Baby I need you..
So what do I do?
Baby, my songs suck but I hope you know I’m trying…
That I’m holding on for you…
That I’m praying you need me like I need you…
That your falling as hard as I am…
If I stay, I’m hurting you…
If I go I’m killing you…
Baby I need you..
So what do I do?
I cant find my way… not anymore…
I’m trying, I’m trying… so hard… but you don’t see…
Do you?
I want you to be okay, I want you to need me…
I wanna know your gunna Catch me when I hit the ground…
I wont hurt you, so I wont stay…
I wont kill you so I wont go…
Show me the way…
Monday, November 3, 2008
Judgement Day? End Of The World?
All the talk I hear... blah blah blah in my head, little nothings to make my head pound. Talk of tomorrow, talk of election day. We all know, Obama, [not your momma] will win...
Not all of us, (very few actually) want Obama, and most of everyone want your momma right?
The McCain people are devestated, most think Barack is the Anti-Christ... now, if thats so...
Wont the world end? Or come close to something of that sort?? Shouldnt we fear for the worst? Packing our bags for mars? Saying goodbyes? WHY ARENT WE FREAKING!?? HUH?!
(tough subject).
So If Barack Obama IS THE ANTI-CHRIST and Scientists are right about thinking the world will end in 2012, Obamas end of office is in 2012....
So whats going to happen?
I'm okay with waiting and finding out... though I'm not sure I want to stick around and having McCain people be right... but what if they're wrong? I'm not sure.
Lets just wait and find out.
[power to the people. haha]
oh, my hair smells good :]
-Changing the world, one opinion and argument at a time...-
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Not all of us, (very few actually) want Obama, and most of everyone want your momma right?
The McCain people are devestated, most think Barack is the Anti-Christ... now, if thats so...
Wont the world end? Or come close to something of that sort?? Shouldnt we fear for the worst? Packing our bags for mars? Saying goodbyes? WHY ARENT WE FREAKING!?? HUH?!
(tough subject).
So If Barack Obama IS THE ANTI-CHRIST and Scientists are right about thinking the world will end in 2012, Obamas end of office is in 2012....
So whats going to happen?
I'm okay with waiting and finding out... though I'm not sure I want to stick around and having McCain people be right... but what if they're wrong? I'm not sure.
Lets just wait and find out.
[power to the people. haha]
oh, my hair smells good :]
-Changing the world, one opinion and argument at a time...-
<33
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Home?
Where I lay my head is home.
As I sit and watch these city lights and see the cars going by, I cant help but think, "Where are they going? Are they in a hurry? How are they? Sad? Mad? Tired? Happy?" I just want in their head for a moment to see whats going on, and if it can/will be solved...
My birhday is in 8 days... Its weird how things like that sneak up on you, unless you an owner of a LG Shine, and have it on th on-screen count down...(like me). You get to a certain age, and you go "What do I want for my birthday? A DAY OFF!"
^^^^^^^ REALLY! That all of what most people need.
We need a day off to think, and relax. Jump in the bath for a warm (long!), warm, long, long, bubble bath, did I say long?
One of those days where you wake up and say "Lets go eat out for breakfast." And then you order the French Toast and Bacon and A hot cup of Coffee (when you need Decaf... but you decide not to get it for once in like 6 years). And then afterward you suggest to go shopping. And you finally buy that shirt and shoes you've been wanting for a while, but said no to because you need the money for other things. And you spend time with your best friends, and then go out for lunch with that special person... (and then for ONCE the people get your order right, when they never do.). And you go home, and watch a movie and take that long, long, warm, bubble bath, and eat a homecooked meal with your family and you have cake, and eat soem icecream, and spend time with your family for once, and yeah, you'll always get presents, but soon it'll only be just money, or a car, or just clothes, and you think, "This is EXACTLY what I wanted!" Because, your with family, and you had the best day.
And then, to burst your bubble, it doesnt always happen that way, you have to try, Life isnt a story written by me, though it would be pretty interesting to go to the store and buy "How I'm controling your Life" By Autumn O'Brian. haha.
Which would be a good book, I presume. lol.
Itd be one of those walking down the street and finding $20 kinda books. :]
Ones that you wont put down, because your trying to read about what I'm doing with your life of tomorrow right? Though you keep trying to read but it wont go on unless you sleep, because your reading on whats happening RIGHT now, not tomorrow. Confusing? Yes. sorry. :]
As I sit and watch these city lights and see the cars going by, I cant help but think, "Where are they going? Are they in a hurry? How are they? Sad? Mad? Tired? Happy?" I just want in their head for a moment to see whats going on, and if it can/will be solved...
My birhday is in 8 days... Its weird how things like that sneak up on you, unless you an owner of a LG Shine, and have it on th on-screen count down...(like me). You get to a certain age, and you go "What do I want for my birthday? A DAY OFF!"
^^^^^^^ REALLY! That all of what most people need.
We need a day off to think, and relax. Jump in the bath for a warm (long!), warm, long, long, bubble bath, did I say long?
One of those days where you wake up and say "Lets go eat out for breakfast." And then you order the French Toast and Bacon and A hot cup of Coffee (when you need Decaf... but you decide not to get it for once in like 6 years). And then afterward you suggest to go shopping. And you finally buy that shirt and shoes you've been wanting for a while, but said no to because you need the money for other things. And you spend time with your best friends, and then go out for lunch with that special person... (and then for ONCE the people get your order right, when they never do.). And you go home, and watch a movie and take that long, long, warm, bubble bath, and eat a homecooked meal with your family and you have cake, and eat soem icecream, and spend time with your family for once, and yeah, you'll always get presents, but soon it'll only be just money, or a car, or just clothes, and you think, "This is EXACTLY what I wanted!" Because, your with family, and you had the best day.
And then, to burst your bubble, it doesnt always happen that way, you have to try, Life isnt a story written by me, though it would be pretty interesting to go to the store and buy "How I'm controling your Life" By Autumn O'Brian. haha.
Which would be a good book, I presume. lol.
Itd be one of those walking down the street and finding $20 kinda books. :]
Ones that you wont put down, because your trying to read about what I'm doing with your life of tomorrow right? Though you keep trying to read but it wont go on unless you sleep, because your reading on whats happening RIGHT now, not tomorrow. Confusing? Yes. sorry. :]
Saturday, November 1, 2008
NewComingKid
This being a new site to me, I may not start updating daily (like I should) for a while, nor will I always have time.
Patience, I need some of that for this. :)
If you dont understand something I've posted, let me know, I'll explain it.
Or if theres a subject you'd actually like to see me blog on, (if I have time, and I may not, but I'll try) tell me:)
If you dont understand something I've posted, let me know, I'll explain it.
Or if theres a subject you'd actually like to see me blog on, (if I have time, and I may not, but I'll try) tell me:)
I'm a dancer for my school, part-time writer(like it'd ever be a job, and would actually get paid for, I'd love that though), Full-Time Lover, 24/7 Student, Texter, Myspace(r)(:]), BoyfriendHelp.
I'm not always here, and not always there.
I wish on stars that fall and turn into super novas and go boom!.
I dream for things that couldnt happen.
Have had more boyfriends than we've had Presidents.
Got my heart broken in more peices than broken windows.
Complains at more things than Jay Leno can laugh at Stars.
Has the greatest life, but cant see it.
Writes in such complication, that dictionaries for be of no help.
....and in the midst of writing, got a text from a extreame good friend, that his mom had a heart attack... and now I'm like =o!!!! <- and is so used to writing lol, that I almost put that... :/ But thankfully, His mommy is okay. :]
I'm a sister to many (truly, to just 3), I'm a daughter, I'm a lover, I'm a best friend, I'm an enemy, I'm me, and thats just how it will always be. :]
<3
